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What I would have given up just to have this inexplicable serenity! After all the chaos- the almost endless rising and falling of the tempest within such troubled heart- comes peace. It swooped down to kill like the angel of death. And it finally killed me without mercy. Me- the callous, cynical and proud egoist. How is it that I am worthy of such peace when all my life I went on living, getting angry and not knowing?